The girl you'll love to hate!

A month and a half passed by since my last post, and I must admit, I do miss blogging. The month-long hiatus served as a time for me to think things over and set priorities. So yeah, I’m halfway there —— and there is no greater joy than the one brought by the life in my womb. The remaining months will surely bring me changes and perhaps, a little anxiety. Now, fetal movements are more definite and I’m starting to gain weight, I mean really. Suddenly, the baby feels real; not just a bump in my tummy, but a little person that interacts with the world and me. :)

So will it be a baby Jake or Jessica? Just yesterday I found out its gender. I’m having a baby GIRL!  I really thought it’ll be a boy since I’m too lazy to groom myself like I really don’t care about how I look (you know what they say about those superstitions, teehee). I also had a dream of holding a baby boy at an amusement park so I thought that was it. But you know what, it’s all good. What’s more important is to have a healthy baby, be it a boy or a girl.

Just a few realizations during the past months: 1.Don‘t worry so much. 2. Take everything in stride. 3. Every little thing will have its own time. :) I will absolutely make the best out of this path I’ve decided to take. I will try to be tougher not just for myself, but for my lil Gen —— even without M. Next agenda: buy some stuff for the coming baby girl! I so cannot wait to be home on December 24! Wheeee!!  Till the next post! :)