That special bond
Here with you, it’s like an ordinary day but without the sun. It’s dim. It’s cool. Then suddenly, without any warning —- the sunshine breaks into the dimness, and lights up everything. That darn simple. “All I know is that we have this thing, this bond. That whatever happens will always be there.” At last. It’s good to hear something from you that...
The unguarded moment
You make my head feel like a busy, New York City street the second your name lights up on my cell phone. It doesn’t happen often, and it hadn’t happened for at least two months until recently, but when it does I don’t know how to feel. Oh God I thought. Waves of emotions passed through me. My heart skipped a beat. Butterflies swarmed through my stomach as I reached for my cell...
More than just an option
I’ve done a lot of thinking lately. The thinking that only occurs when you’re pressed between bedsheets and the clock is staring back at you in bright red 3am’s and your mind is playing a constant loop of memories you’d rather forget. Let’s face it: My love life is pretty much a giant shit show. I’ve had my heart ripped out of my chest one too many times at...
And it got complicated than ever
I’m still not sure what to make of it all. Do I just go about my day like nothing ever happened? Probably. It makes the whole thing seem rather pointless, though it definitely helped me get out of that awkward situation. Maybe everything that happens to us has a purpose. or maybe nothing does. Maybe it’s all just a succession of random events. All I know is, three days ago,...
There is no easy way
I never thought I would be the one going for the easy way out. Or maybe there is no easy way. Or maybe the right way and the easiest way sometimes are the same. If absence makes the heart grow fonder, it also has the power to make the heart forget. I think I was doing an “OK” job of forgetting, and now… THIS. I keep on asking myself why do you have to do that...
Running in circles
Dear God, I have so much to thank you for, and sometimes it’s so easy to jump up and down with the gladness of it, and then… Sometimes it’s harder and I need a little strength to let go of the things I cling to all the harder, knowing I shouldn’t. I find it hard to be grateful for the love and happiness I had. My past seems to mock my present, and I spend to long looking at old photos....
All of the Lights
My hangover from my recent Bora trip is keeping me addicted to all sorts of booze! Well, they don’t call me Genbooze for nothin’! Lol. So another drinking sesh with Triad on a Friday night right after I got off from work - and there’s never a dull moment when the three of us are together! Talked about our Bora escapade on April and a whole lot more!!! ...
This is for the ones that didn’t quite get that happy ending they were so sure they had. For those who had the world, the ones so carelessly left behind, broken, forgotten, replaced. This is for the girls waiting on something, anything more than what they have been left with. Someone to hold, something to love, a reason to live.
Warm days, hot nights... Summer beckons
Are you summer ready? I know I am! Summer time is everything! Had my much needed R&R where else —— in Boracay! :) The weather was not that cooperative, but heck, that didn’t stop us from having loadsa fun! Four days and three nights of nothing but spontaneous bonding with my best friend, Trish! Glad to meet her friends as well. Definitely a PLUS! :)) ...
I deserved better
I deserved better from him. I know that now. Whether he knows it or not, I do, and that’s the thing that matters.
Souvenirs of bitterness
Looks familiar? Good thing privacy settings (hide, block) was invented. I didn’t have to go through this sickness. NOT.AT.ALL! The wonders of technology, you just have to love it.